I’ve not had a very good few last days. The more I see people, the less and less happy I am to be around them – at all. Perhaps it’s the people I am hanging out with, perhaps I am on my “social-life period” or something. Either way, i’ve not been very happy with my self/friends.

edit there used to be a picture here – but i’ve long since lost it. Jeff (2004-06-19)

And then tonight Nick plays this neat little ditty he’s working on for his own song, and I try to pick it up after he’s shown Amy how to play it. Well Amy takes this really high-and-mighty, “it’s a special thing Jeff shouldn’t know!” stance and it kinda really pissed me off. Now, I know it was late, and I am positive she’d had something to drink, so she’s not quite herself – but that doesn’t help that fact that it pissed me off that she was being bitchy about that – like it was her special priviledge, and i wasn’t worthy. Anyway – it’s a fucking song and that was mean.

I think I am going to go spend tomorrow at work and just try to forget about all this stuff. I will certainly be busy enough since I haven’t been in for several days. But, i’m looking forward to that – get my mind off things. And if possible, i’m going to see if me and Yvette can possibly get together…we didn’t this weekend except dancing on Friday night, and I was very unhappy about that – i think that’s a major contribution to my bad mood.